Saturday, May 27, 2006
am currently going through a rough spot in my life with regard to my family. sometimes i wonder why do we humans work so hard for? i look at my family and it seems to be the same thing.
My dad works really long hours. he starts work at 6am, and doesn't get home till around 8pm, sometimes even later at 9pm. my mum starts work at 9am and doesn't get home until about 9pm as well. if you look at my house, you'd agree that i am pretty well to do. i live in a condo at a prime district, i have4 computers at home. the tv i in the living room is big. not projector size but quite big already. i have aircon that fills all the rooms when it is required. and the furniture is quite splendid. however, there is no joy in my house. parents are going through a rough patch now. constantly arguing coz of money issues. dad complains that mum flys too much to China, Hong Kong etc. such is the working life. where work takes over other important things,. such as family, exercise, friends etc. i worry for my family coz i dunno how long more i can take the stress i am going through now.
all i can do is to ask God to teach me to understand what to do. whatever he wills me to do, i will do. even if it is difficult for me to comprehend at that time. in the past i have disobeyed the will of God coz i thought it didn't make sense to me at that time, and in the end i have to bear the consequences. and i am still bearing some of the consequences of my disobedience. all i can ask if for God to see me through, and to grant me the strength to accept whatever comes my way.
Speakth at... 8:38 PM
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