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Monday, July 31, 2006
after many many hours, after muscle aches, after two days of abrasion filled palms, matric is finally over. now i just have to wait till o week comes. i juz can't wait for o week to start. thats coz i really, and i mean really regret not being able to make it for arts camp. this time, i will make sure i will make the best of my time during this o week.
another thing to boast about, i have all my modules! haha! yeah, now i have like 2000++ points to use next time when the need arises. watch out freshies! i am a monster raring to go!
can't wait for 2 fass 2 furious! and chicks, here i come! nah, juz kidding, juz gonna enjoy myself.
Speakth at... 10:26 PM
Tuesday, July 25, 2006
yes! the day has arrived when i do not need to go back to the office to work. i can not do things that i have always wanted to go. catch up with friends, go out with gals, exercise, laze around all day doing nothing. heh. NO MORE WORK YOU HEAR ME! hah!
with the upcoming semester looming closer, i have set some goals that i wish to achieve.
1. get closer to my Father, Lord and Holy Spirit.
2.get six-packed abs, or whatever my body has.
3. improve on my 10km running by 5 minutes, and improve on my swim timing by 2 minutes.
4. pull up my CAP to 3.1 or more. best if can 3.5. but will aim something more achievable first.
5. read 2 novels by Michael Crichton or Tom Clancey. Can be a mixture of both. though i dunno how am i gonna fit that in with my upcoming crazy amount of readings from school.
6. get gold for ippt. so i can get that darn $400 bucks from the bloody government!
7. Learn how to sing parts for songs for worship sessions.
think thats all for now.
well, would like to say thank you can sorry to yan jie. thank you for introducing me to what is possibly the CHEAPEST wanton noodles i have ever eaten. yes you heard me right. S$3 bucks and i have LOADS of noodles, LOADS of veggies, shredded chicken, mushrooms, chicken leg and a bowl of 7 or 8 wantons. yes you heard me right. i even had to give up abt half to three quarters of my noodles to the abominable stomach to finish it for me coz i can't finish it. and it is situated in the Ubi area. IF i am ever that hard up for food, i will know where to go for a FILLING lunch+dinner man! thanks once again for the meal!
got home today and went to the gym. the guard asked me a question which i have heard many times. no it is not are you malay. but it is something like the same questions cynthia gets, "how old are you?" and when i asked him to guess, he said i look 16! OMG. do i really look that young. and when i told him my real age, he said it is good, when i am older i can have many girlfriends. hah! please man, i juz need a one-gina. not really interested in having multiple gfs. dun think i can tahan man!
later in the nite when i was on my way out to buy groceries for tomorrow's dinner, guess who i saw, David Neo with his infant kid, my fellow 5th company brothers in arms, yes, that was our OC. but i din say hi to him. actually dunno y i din say hi too. guess it feels kinda weird. we live in the same estate but hardly communicate.
tomorrow will be another slow, quiet day. meeting ma two black brothers for a kiera nite. hope it will be good. haven really watched the first one though. think will be able to get it from Leanna. can lend me rite babe? hah.
ok, i am off now to play a lil starcraft. i noe its a bloody old game, but thats all the games i allow isabella to have. will be playing it on her already. ciao!
Speakth at... 10:54 PM
Monday, July 24, 2006
when is this neverending thorn in my flesh ever gonna end? sighz. i mean i am suppose to work half day today, and i end up reaching home at 530 bcoz i have to go to JB... argh! juz hope the same thing doesn't happen tmr. and i even have to forsake lunch with kunal bcoz i have to go JB. i am sorry mate. really really sorry. i know that i said if i were activated after 12pm i wouldn't go, but i couldn't bear to see my other colleague, yanjie, from our secondary school go in alone and handling so much shit alone. i'll try to help out as much as i can, thats the kinda person i am. will make it up to ya when i see ya on wed to watch kiera aight? lets hope our other black bro will be able to join us then. :)
well, juz kena bomb by william today for not giving him exactly what he wants. i mean he did request from me some information but i wasn't willing to coz i wasn't too confident of the information. sighz, in the end i have to spend some time to do it. but honestly, one thing he asked me to do that i wasn't pleased with. i mean i didn't give him the information he wanted, ok, i can take it bcoz it was my fault. but then he wants me to upload it onto the company server and expects it to be updated by yanjie? i mean come on lah, yanjie is juz gonna work for another 3 more weeks. whats more, by next week, he will hand it over to the new guy (i can't say his name yet) and they will work hand in hand till yanjie leaves. i seriously see no point in uploading the info on the server coz the guy will hardly be in singapore. he is a malaysian for crying out loud and his primary role is to oversee the production, to be the eyes and mouth of LKY. my goodness. well, some things i can accept and others i cannot accept. what i cannot accept is to do double work or to do things that i see no significance in. bah!
well, on a lighter note, went for a jog at my condo's gym this morning. met a really friendly and talkative aunty towards the end of my run. ok, i din run far, but it was enough for today. need to slowly push myself to my former glory mah. but i really enjoyed chatting with her, though in between i was huffing and panting. think i sounded like i was having sex or something. haha. she had this persona that is very happy go lucky. hope my future wife would be something like that. *hint hint*
well, thats all for today. still can't figure out why i can only like post one blog a day. will someone please explain to me??? alamakz...i dun wanna change skins coz i really like my current one.
anyway, think i will write about my ideal partner. gotten this idea off mikki's blog. see whose one is more hard to attain. haha. we'll see.
Speakth at... 10:58 PM
Sunday, July 23, 2006
suddenly feel as though i am rather slow on this blogger bandwagon. i mean i have so many friends who already have blogs, and here i am juz started on mine. alamak! so darn slow lah! the only consolation i have is that at least i have started. as the saying goes, 'better late then never'
juz asked leen and jenn something which i find rather disturbing. i asked them if i look like a player to them. aka, some kinda playboy person. and they said yes! my goodness! i dunno how to react man! i dun really like the term player. guess i have to go nerdify myself already. but then gals dun like nerds. sigh. its so hard to make everyone happy manz!
was reading some peope's blog the best part of today. kinda nice seeing that people are doing fine with their lives, though a couple are going through a shitty part of their lives now. i guess each of us have a similar patch at some point or another. which kinda brings to mind the sermon the guest pastor said today. i mean what he says is true. every single human being have problems. the only people who do not have any problems are those who have already passed on. look at it this way, the rich always worry that their money will be lost, worrying about how to make more money, and worrying that their friends are there bcoz of their money. poor people have to worry about their health, when their next meal will be, what it will be, be it scraps from the bin or leftovers from dinner tables. the middle class ones will have to worry about payment for their houses, bills etc. everyone HAS PROBLEMS. every single day. it doesn't matter if you are black, white, yellow, brown or green. it doesn't matter ur age, it doesn't matter ur religion. but for me, i know that whenever i face problems, i am never alone. i have my friends who will share my burdens with me. i have my family who will listen to me and in every way possible help me out. and best of all, i have a God whom i have known existed all my life, but have gotten to know more personally more recently, who will listen to me, who doesn't scold me back when i scream at Him, who is always by my side even though sometimes i dun feel Him, and who is constantly telling me what to do, despite my foolishness at not listening to Him sometimes. i am sorry to those above whom i have neglected, friends, family, God.
wellz, tmr is the start of a new week. hope that things will proceed smoothly, and i dun need to stay beyond lunch. who knows, i may be able to drive home. as if that is gonna happen. stupid LKY will surely take the car into JB. well, not that he is stupid, but kinda sucky when he takes the car in and comes back late and my mum has to suffer for it. please LKY, when Syed comes in, hope u dun have to go in as often as now. and get a car lah! i am sure u and ur wife can afford one. a toyota vios also a car lor!!!
Speakth at... 10:48 PM
Saturday, July 22, 2006
You Are Sunrise
You enjoy living a slow, fulfilling life. You enjoy living every moment, no matter how ordinary.
You are a person of reflection and meditation. You start and end every day by looking inward.
Caring and giving, you enjoy making people happy. You're often cooking for friends or buying them gifts.
All in all, you know how to love life for what it is - not for how it should be.
Speakth at... 11:08 PM
Thursday, July 20, 2006
You Have a Melancholic Temperament
Introspective and reflective, you think about everything and anything.
You are a soft-hearted daydreamer. You long for your ideal life.
You love silence and solitude. Everyday life is usually too chaotic for you.
Given enough time alone, it's easy for you to find inner peace.
You tend to be spiritual, having found your own meaning of life.
Wise and patient, you can help people through difficult times.
At your worst, you brood and sulk. Your negative thoughts can trap you.
You are reserved and withdrawn. This makes it hard to connect to others.
You tend to over think small things, making decisions difficult.
Speakth at... 11:26 PM
Tuesday, July 18, 2006
with so many troubles plaguing the world today, it is no wonder the above question surfaces many a times. i am a Christian. i do not consider myself very devout, as i do not claim to live up to my Lord's ways. however, i am not ashamed to say that the above question has been in my mind from time to time. i mean look at the state our world is in now. the really stubborn N. Koreans refuse the terms the rest of the world has stated from them. it seems that the N. Koreans wish to start a war. i dunno about the rest of you guys reading this, but maybe they wish to be like the Japanese in WW2. the dominant asian power. may or may not be true. that is something only the state would know. with all that nuclear power stored up in their arsenal, you could say that they are gonna be the ones pushing their weight around.
then there is the fight between Lebanon and Israel. to be honest, i haven been keeping up with the news. but it seems like the fightings will never end. to top it off, there was a natural disaster that happened around the Indonesian(correct me if i am wrong) region. forgive me for being weak of faith, but then it seems that some of these people do not deserve to be put through the suffering that they are currently going through.
which brings me to something Auntie Dixie asked me before at Genki Sushi. back at that time i din know how to answer, and now i do not profess to know the answer. all i have are questions that depending to each individual's answer, will decide which course of belief the individual will take. the question that she asked was what is the Bible's take on death of children that either die really young, or die before birth. to be honest, i have no idea. anyone has that answer? i mean most or should i say that all Christians know that the way to heaven is through Jesus, by knowing Him and believing in Him and following in His instructions which differ from people to people. but so far i have no idea what He has to say about the question she asked. i was stumped. by the way, this was juz an aside of the question she asked me. well, juz now when i was hanging the clothes (yes i do housework at home. i am a maria), it was probably God, or my inner man asking myself, the following questions:-
do you believe that there exists a God?
do you believe that this God is a fair and just being?
do you believe that He loves all humanity?
after i answered those questions, i then realise the answer to my topic to today. the answer is mine to know, and if you would like to know what i think, you are free to ask. but now it is my question to you, yes you reading my blog now. what are your answers to the questions above? maybe you already have the answer to the questions you were asking all along pertaining to your doubt in the existence to God.
but do know that the above is what i think, though it would be great if you share my views, but if you do not, then it would be better. coz i believe that we all learn things when our thoughts are challenged.
p.s. will try to blog more frequently now. (",)
Speakth at... 9:35 PM
Monday, July 17, 2006
singlehood is probably the best and worst thing that has happened to me. best coz now i am more free to do things that i want to do, like train and go out with friends or to stay at home and rest as and when i wanna rest. but on the other hand, there is this void in me. though it wasn't as bad as before, i still feel it. leanna is a great gal. i have never thought that she was a bad person. but i guess the only area where we differ greatly is in the time spending area. she is a person that wants to spend as much time as possible with her love one. as for me, i want my own time alone to juz be, well, alone. i have this loner side in me that probably some people find kinda odd coz most people know me as an outgoing person. i am outgoing but i would like to recharge sometimes.
right now i just can't wait for the time when i can go and train and get back my fitness to its heyday. i mean i have definitely put on a lot of weight since working. in the past my pants would drop off easily. but now they are juz fitting. my goodness. and the most embarrassing thing is that the lady at immigration says that i seem to have put on weight in the face area. the worst part is i took that photo not more then 2 months ago. argh!!! never mind ernie boy! 4 more days and on saturday you can start your training regime. think i shall stop here today. think it is time i start to talk to my Father since it has been a long time since i talked to Him. till the next time. have no idea when too.
Speakth at... 10:27 PM
+ ernest tan
+ singaporean
+ gemini
+ rat
+ attached and in love
+ university student
+ biathlete cum waterboy
+ sporty
+ fun loving
+ exercise freak
+ friendly
+ impatient
+ Christian
+ water polo
+ swimming
+ running
+ chatting with friends
+ eating good food
+Road Bike
+Harry Potter 7th Book
+Aasics Gel kayano shoes x3