Monday, July 17, 2006
singlehood is probably the best and worst thing that has happened to me. best coz now i am more free to do things that i want to do, like train and go out with friends or to stay at home and rest as and when i wanna rest. but on the other hand, there is this void in me. though it wasn't as bad as before, i still feel it. leanna is a great gal. i have never thought that she was a bad person. but i guess the only area where we differ greatly is in the time spending area. she is a person that wants to spend as much time as possible with her love one. as for me, i want my own time alone to juz be, well, alone. i have this loner side in me that probably some people find kinda odd coz most people know me as an outgoing person. i am outgoing but i would like to recharge sometimes.
right now i just can't wait for the time when i can go and train and get back my fitness to its heyday. i mean i have definitely put on a lot of weight since working. in the past my pants would drop off easily. but now they are juz fitting. my goodness. and the most embarrassing thing is that the lady at immigration says that i seem to have put on weight in the face area. the worst part is i took that photo not more then 2 months ago. argh!!! never mind ernie boy! 4 more days and on saturday you can start your training regime. think i shall stop here today. think it is time i start to talk to my Father since it has been a long time since i talked to Him. till the next time. have no idea when too.
Speakth at... 10:27 PM
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