Sunday, July 23, 2006
suddenly feel as though i am rather slow on this blogger bandwagon. i mean i have so many friends who already have blogs, and here i am juz started on mine. alamak! so darn slow lah! the only consolation i have is that at least i have started. as the saying goes, 'better late then never'
juz asked leen and jenn something which i find rather disturbing. i asked them if i look like a player to them. aka, some kinda playboy person. and they said yes! my goodness! i dunno how to react man! i dun really like the term player. guess i have to go nerdify myself already. but then gals dun like nerds. sigh. its so hard to make everyone happy manz!
was reading some peope's blog the best part of today. kinda nice seeing that people are doing fine with their lives, though a couple are going through a shitty part of their lives now. i guess each of us have a similar patch at some point or another. which kinda brings to mind the sermon the guest pastor said today. i mean what he says is true. every single human being have problems. the only people who do not have any problems are those who have already passed on. look at it this way, the rich always worry that their money will be lost, worrying about how to make more money, and worrying that their friends are there bcoz of their money. poor people have to worry about their health, when their next meal will be, what it will be, be it scraps from the bin or leftovers from dinner tables. the middle class ones will have to worry about payment for their houses, bills etc. everyone HAS PROBLEMS. every single day. it doesn't matter if you are black, white, yellow, brown or green. it doesn't matter ur age, it doesn't matter ur religion. but for me, i know that whenever i face problems, i am never alone. i have my friends who will share my burdens with me. i have my family who will listen to me and in every way possible help me out. and best of all, i have a God whom i have known existed all my life, but have gotten to know more personally more recently, who will listen to me, who doesn't scold me back when i scream at Him, who is always by my side even though sometimes i dun feel Him, and who is constantly telling me what to do, despite my foolishness at not listening to Him sometimes. i am sorry to those above whom i have neglected, friends, family, God.
wellz, tmr is the start of a new week. hope that things will proceed smoothly, and i dun need to stay beyond lunch. who knows, i may be able to drive home. as if that is gonna happen. stupid LKY will surely take the car into JB. well, not that he is stupid, but kinda sucky when he takes the car in and comes back late and my mum has to suffer for it. please LKY, when Syed comes in, hope u dun have to go in as often as now. and get a car lah! i am sure u and ur wife can afford one. a toyota vios also a car lor!!!
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