Monday, August 14, 2006

kinda know this is overdue. but hey, i have been rather tired from the past week's events. first of all, there was o week. which i must say is very very tiring. then there was church worship practice and it can get quite tiring at times when the musicians have to settle some of their technical issues and me this music illiterate juz sitting around doing nothing.

first and foremost i must say that my OG from Arts O week was stupendous!!! honestly i believe that my OG deserved the title the Best OG from my house. what was better was that our House got the best house award. the credit to this belongs to every single person in the house. seriously. i am starting to wonder about what wen hui. he was outwardly pondering, "if our house was the best house in the camp, and our OG is the best in the house, does it make our OG the best OG in arts camp?" well, i believe that taking it that way, one might be lead to believe we are the best OG in Arts o week. but i think that every single OG is good in their own special and unique way. but i am not complaining about my OG. they are seriously one heck of a bunch of people.

however, my only regret during this o week was that some people were inevitably left out of the group's hyperactivity. people like christine, rachel, pei shan, melissa etc. i juz feel helpless that i wasn't able to make them feel like part of the group. to some extent i feel that i have done my best already, but another part of me feels like i could have done more in my capacity as an aogl. i dunno. juz a feeling of helplessness.

however on a happier note, i am glad that we had as much fun has we had. camera whoring. i mean i have never met a bunch of camera whores as my OG. especially the last day, all of us were juz jumping at EVERY single opportunity to take pictures. it was crazy man. think we chalked up close to 300MB worth of pictures within the short span of time. i think it is a lot. we also had some really nice videos that are up on youtube. i personally find it kinda nice because it brings back some cool memories. there are 3 links that i will put up at the end of my post. feel free to view it.

yesterday i went to a wake. one of my close friends' mother passed away recently. sorry but i can't mention his name coz he wants to keep it low profile for the time being. well, personally i feel sad for him. first of all, he is my age, and he lost his dad at a very young age. now he has to deal with another loss in his family and it is his mum. what is more, he is the sole male of the family. i do not know how will he be able to carry on. when i talked to him yesterday with C, he seemed ok. somehow he has accepted the fact that probably his mother leaving was a form of release from the pain and suffering she was going through the past 5 years. in a way it was good that he thought that way, but i am juz afraid that he is putting on a brave front. bro, juz so you know, if there is anything you need, do let me know, i will do everything in my power to help you out ok? and if you are really feeling sad, do let it out. nothing is worst then harbouring all the sadness inside of yourself. it will juz kill ya in the end.

well, i am going off now. gonna email my pastor probably tonight regarding his sermons that i do not really think is right. juz wanna get it off my chest. sighz, so many things i wanna blog about, so little time.

p.s. i think one of the gals in the video/my og is cute.... but sigh, dunno lah, am in a "i dun wanna settle down state yet" FREEDOM! is the way to go.....

videos:
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video2
video3

Speakth at... 2:15 PM

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