Monday, September 11, 2006
yeah, work is kinda killing me. somehow i know i must study very hard, but yet i can't seem to bring my brain to follow what i wanna do. it is just so difficult to start the brain going on studying. sigh.
my msn is down. i dunno if it is because i have too many contacts on it or my program is already dying or something else. i do hope the msn support centre will get back to me on my problem. i feel kinda handicapped without my msn. it feels so weird to get on my laptop but being unable to get round to msning.
anyway, rop camp juz ended. and i would like to apologise to the ropers for the harshness they have endured from me. i guess i was kinda hard on many of u. i am sorry. firstly to tylor, sorry for aggravating your back problems. to xinyu and shuning, sorry for causing one of you to get an asthma attack, and the other hyperventilation. i dunno if both of you got asthma or not, but still sorry for it. to everyone else. i apologise for shouting, for putting you guys down, for causing the blisters to appear on your feat, for causing you guys to carry your bags over your heads for that period of time, for making all of you frustrated, for making all of you doubt yourselves though there really isn't anything that you should doubt, for having all of you bear with my arrogance throughout the activities i conducted. to everyone's toes that i have thread, i am sorry. i would juz like to say that i did as i did, i was as unfeeling and as callous as i was because i wanted to give my best to all of you. i hope you have learnt as much as yourselves as i have learnt about you guys, and i do hope that the 27th MC will be one great MC. the o comm for rop did as we did because we were fighting against time to bond you guys as quickly as possible and as strongly as possible. would like like to remind you guys about what i said after the run i conducted, "individually, all of you are weak and imperfect. as a group you are not perfect, but much closer to perfection then you are individually. work with each other to hide each other's imperfections and to be as perfect as you can be."
well, thats all i wanna say. i enjoyed and hated rop camp. i enjoyed it for the people i have gotten to know better then in the past, for the people i have not known but have got accquainted to during the camp, and i hated it for the muscle sores and allowing the devil inside of me to be unleashed.
now i juz need to get back to study mode. and please let my msn be alive again!!! argh!!!! i miss MSN!!!! but i miss my OG more. Taiwind and Tau Sa. sigh... i muz get out of my anti social mode... ernest, where have you gone to?
Speakth at... 10:53 PM
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