Tuesday, January 23, 2007
tutorial week starts from tomorrow. guess the time when i have most of the time for myself is long gone. i look at my time-table and i am happy that i only spend 2 days in school going for lessons. i have told myself that i will not give a single lesson a miss unless i am physically unable to.
but then i have my other commitments. biathlon trainings, work at HATC which is really getting overloaded, furthermore, i dunno if i will be promoted or not, and church.... it has gotten pretty intense on all fronts. biathlon because the competition is coming up. i haven't been able to make the team, but i still feel as part of the team. they are a wonderful bunch of people who share the passion for the sport and the love for fun. on the HATC front, since i have a two day week, i am slated for more trainings and more sessions with schools. which means slightly more money for me, but it usually is only enough to cover my transport fees and insurance premium.... hence i am broke... sigh, i need the pay rise..... and on the church front... well, am getting more interested in the discussion topics. a christian i may be, but i have hardly been happy about the way christians have gone about doing some of the things they do. so i wanna trash it out with those who are more biblical knowledgable then me.
anyway, would like to say that those of you whom have shared your problems with me, i am sorry i cannot be the person who can solve it for you. in fact, i think sometimes i am the cause of the problem. i feel bad that sometimes such things happen, but we can't help the course of the happenings. i can only say that with each passing day, the problem will attempt to solve itself. so all we can do is to allow the problems to take its time to unravel itself.
this is the first time i did not use any 'Christian' helpline or something along those lines. but believe me that it has Christian principles engraved within it. i am nt happy about the way Christians have done some of the things, but my love for the Trinity God remains, and can only grow stronger..... in time to come.
btw, the movie i saw today for my social theory class.... i really do not know what on earth it was trying to say.... sigh... i do hope we watched the right one.... otherwise i'd really be pissed. anyway, Lee Hsien Long's son is really not that bad. i mean he took the trouble to borrow the LD when the rest of us were juz passively sitting there waiting for things to happen. no doubt he is a little weird by most of our standards, but i think he is pretty well-mannered.... wouldn't mind getting to know him though.... (i hope i dun regret wat i ask for)
Speakth at... 12:33 AM
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