Wednesday, February 07, 2007
i am sure most of you would go "what on earth" when you see this message. but i assure you that everything i am about to say here would be steered towards the title.
well, this is a true account of something that took place 2 to 3 nights ago when i was lying on my bed falling asleep. maybe some of you have had the experience before but i am sure many have not. i never had such an experience prior to then. as i was lying down about to fall asleep, suddenly i felt as though some kind of pressure was applied onto my entire body. i could not speak, i could not move. the only think that was still functioning was my mind. i couldn't even open my eyes (i was still breathing so i guess that functioned as well). in my head i could hear demonic voices taunting me in languages i never could understand. was i scared, you bet. i mean i could hear my mum and brother talking outside my room, but there was nothing i could do to get their attention since i was already immobilized. i wanted to pray but my lips did not respond to my mind. you could say i kinda felt detached from my body. so i did the next most logical thing. i focused all my willpower on the cross on which our savior died on, and true enough as He has promised in Phil 4:13, i found strength. the more i gotten strength from Him, i was then able to regain my vocal functions and started to pray in tongues. slowly i gained control over my body and felt the pressure leaving me. i was saved by the power i never deserved.
why did i share this? well, i am still trying to understand why was i put through such an ordeal. but more importantly, it served to strengthen my wavering faith in our Savior (which still wavers from time to time) and ultimately, i want to just share it coz i feel compelled to.
thats all, sorry for ranting like this. juz needed to get it off my chest.
Speakth at... 10:22 PM
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