Thursday, February 15, 2007
this post is with regard to my favourite topic on homosexuality. .... again. i dunno y i am so interested in it, but i juz am. well, as i was showering, a conversation that took place with a friend of mine went thru my head, and it went something like, 'do you think gays can be
christians?' and at tat time, my initial response was a definite NO WAY. there is no way in all of eart's existence that a christian can be gay. yet when i asked God why was something that was so blatantly correct reminded to me at an unearthly hour, He said to me, so are you a christian then? and that stumped me.
well, i am going through some issues, something that i believe many guys are also combating concurrently with me. it's got to do with sexual sin, or more specifically certain areas of sexual sin. some of my friends from church would know what i am talking about. we all know that the Bible, and Christ speaks strongly against it. yet, many times, and i'm sure almost all the men can attest to it fall into it as well. i hope i need not spell out what exactly. so in actual fact, i have sinned.
so then the link is, how am i different from a homosexual? after that thought process, i realize that i am actually NO DIFFERENT from a homosexual who claims to be christian. in fact i have been a hypocrite since the day i said gays can't be christians. similarly whenever i say vulgarities such as 'fuck, asshole, kan nee nah and the likes', i am no different to them in our Lord's eyes.
so i can only conclude that we as The Church of Christ are terribly blinded by our own pride. because we are so used to those parts of sexual sin or profanities, we see them as less of a sin then homosexuality. have we ever stopped to consider the great battle that is embroiled within them, the very same battle that we are facing each day with our own human sinful struggles?
i guess i am just voicing out my own frustrations at how low i perceive the Church has gone down to, or i could actually be speaking with the heart of our Lord. i feel it is the latter, but some of you
may think i am biased. anyhow, this is all i have to say. i admit this is my own reflections.
and to end off, i am not trying to discount Christianity but to question what we have been doing in our Lord's love.
Speakth at... 7:56 AM
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