Tuesday, March 20, 2007
it is funny how i have a love-hate relationship with my past mistakes. on one hand, i love it because it defines who i am, and from the mistakes of the past, i know what NOT to do anymore lest i wish to fall back down the same dark road. but on the other hand, past mistakes have this ability to catch up with you, and to make you feel like crap. it scares you and makes you doubt yourself and abilities. it makes your moral conscience drop down to ground zero, and the past just keeps playing back. you feel as though you'll never be able to right that particular wrong.
well, i guess in a way it is true. we are NEVER able to right a wrong committed in the past. no matter what we do, the past is gone. the only thing i can ever do is to be resolved to the fact that i should the same circumstances happen again, i will have to call on every ounce of my willpower to not fall into those same temptations.
now comes the biggest question, am i able to form that resolve? i am human aren't i? i am weak aren't i? why not accept it? but it is in my weakness that His strength and power is revealed. i shall be happy that i am a weak human, with low morals and easily tempted. so that when i overcome those periods of trials and tribulations, let my mouth not boast of my own success, but all glory be His. for He is good, and i can only be good thanks to He who loves me most.
Speakth at... 8:01 AM
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