Sunday, April 08, 2007
i've been way too arrogant in the past. since jc, i've thought the world of myself. sigh. too reliant on my own strength, that i'll scoff at others' help. only when i needed their help i'll stretch out my hands at the very last minute. sheesh.
today, i'll like to thank 2 ppl, well, make it 5 if u do consider the next 3 to be PPL. firstly, glenn. thanks for asking me to go down, and reminding me that today is indeed a special day for us christ believers. actually all i wanted to do was juz to go for the sunrise one, so that i have the rest of the day to study. but thanks to ur prompting, i've gone down. 2ndly to ray, thanks for nudging me in the right direction the way u noe best. nt forceful, hinting yet gently. juz the right amts that doesn't push me overboard. thanks. to the 3 in one God, thank u for humbling me. for i was arrogant. u could have juz abandoned me. but u didn't. Thank YOU. u blinded me so that i can see what u see, and i have seen. i didn't like what i see, but as the saying goes, the truth hurts. but u've healed me. and i shall try my best to have u as my guiding post, to follow u more and more each day. to be the man u want me to be. i guess i've fallen short of ur ideal for me. but i promise to listen to u now and obey.
so do not forsake me. do not leave me. always talk to me, and forgive me when i talk. for now i shall try to listen. and if i dun listen, make me deaf to everything else, and make me dumb. so that all i hear is You. =) aishiteru, zutto. watashi no kamisama.
p.s. 10th of march is a day i'll never forget. ever.
Speakth at... 9:40 PM
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