Thursday, April 05, 2007
i've come across this really sweet prayer. think it means a lot to me now especially at this point in time.
"Father in heaven, i pray that you will always be with us. That we shall not only be receptive but obedient to overcome temptation, and to always keep you in our hearts, minds and spirit, so that our focus will not be on worldly things but on you Lord. I pray that you give us strength and the drive to glorify your name. I love you. Amen."
things are happening in my life at this juncture. i know it is a bit too early considering i haven't finished my exams yet, but i always like to plan early. i'm still deciding between my career after i graduate. whether to go full time into my HATC work or to be a PE teacher. may the Lord shed light on this. whatever it is, His will be done, not mine.
went for the prayer thing yesterday. never before did i cry like i did then. guess the Holy Spirit responded to my remorseful heart and touched me then. i didn't bawl like a baby, but i cried. kinda like pent up emotions gushing out of a floodgate. it felt good, but i still feel bad that all i did was talk yesterday but didn't allow Him to talk to me. Sorry Daddy for being so one sided. i will listen to you today and as long as you want.
crap, studying is so tiring. intended to slp for a bit but ended up taking up more of my study time. hope that the extended slp time will allow me to study better. i have one more chapter to go before i am done for what i set out to accomplish today. hope i can get those things drilled into my thick and stubborn head. i need discipline, and the drive and determination to do well for my exams. coz i do wanna do honors. juz pray that i will be able to then. can't do much but work my ass off and pray about it. To Daddy: You better do Your part coz i am doing mine!!! heh!
anyway, decided to scrap the idea of getting an ipod. will get a pair of M-frames and a 100GB external hard drive instead. works out better this way coz i dun really need a music play, since i hardly listen to it. i feel that music distracts me from something else that i enjoy doing more, and that is ppl watching and thinking about stuff. its always more fun to ppl watch, or to think about where i wanna be headed to in life.
right now i am listening to "Who Am I" from Casting Crowns. I really love this song. its a really reflective song, and i do love reflective songs such as these. =)
Speakth at... 8:29 PM
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