Saturday, May 19, 2007
was a lil overworked this week. even to the extent where i fell sick on thur, and had to last through a class feeling like crap throughout the entire session. what made it worst was the fact that the class i took was extremely problematic, because their attitude, together with their class unity was seriously in shambles. i do hope they can get their act together soon and come together. i mean, it is seriously saddening to know that everyone is so individualistic, and not interested in helping the class first. fights nearly broke out, swearing occurred all the way. these are just some things that took place during my work. sigh. at least fri's session was more controlled. i did not need to release my evil twin brother out in order to discipline them. i juz needed to act fierce so that they had a feel of how 'he' was like. it was quite funny though. they actually looked scared when i turned on evil mode. haha. maybe i should try that out with my more problematic classes in future.
right now, i ask for the strength and courage to do what my heart tells me is right. to do what i feel i should do, and not allow rational logic to take over. sometimes, it is so difficult to balance between allowing the brain to think rationally, and the heart to feel emotionally. both are right, yet which one is more 'correct'? that is something i don't know. but i do noe God is right ALL the time. so tell me what to do Dad. pls.
Speakth at... 12:39 AM
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