Monday, June 18, 2007
this shall be the last time i blog here..... till i return from Hong Kong. =D i will be off from the 19th (tmr) till the 23rd. will be there with the old man and the brat of a brother =S hope all things will go well. to be honest, i am nt happy going coz we are gonna spend money on buying clothes and other stuff. sigh. more money out..... oh well, at least it will be a break from the drudgery of life here in fast paced Singapore. shall take it as a well deserved break, and a treat for doing pretty well for my exams last sem. after that, it will be wham bam back to work at HATC =S
i hope i will be able to better prioritize what is necessary in my life when things get so important. that i will have the right mindset to separate the more important things from the less important. i hope to find the time to spend with people that matters, as they are slowly dwindling down, with more ppl going to leave sch after the coming sem and ppl flying off. to have time spent with my dear Father everyday so as to not forget what He has laid out for me in my life. and to most importantly never forsake the ones who gave me life, though at times they can get a lil trying too, acting like kids and making me into the father. sigh. i do hate adulthood to a large extent
the constant worry for money, the constant worry abt the next meal, the constant worry that ppl's opinions matter, the constant worry to meet expectations, just worry. i worry about the future, i worry abt the past, i worry abt the present. how do i follow the words of my savior? to not worry? Matt 6: 25-34 and Luke 12:22-31
look on Him who has gone through everything but conquered and is without sin. look on Him who has lived, died and rose again. He lives in me and those who accepts Him. oh it is so hard. a life with Him is so difficult to live, to walk. yet i find great joy in doing so. because he has paved the way. all i need to do is follow. easy as it may be, difficult to do.
empower me not to commit the same mistakes again. empower me to have u in me. empower me to live out ur life so that others see YOU in me and not me. humble me, break me, destroy me. and rebuild me as u deem fit.
also pray that our flight will be safe, and that our time there be a fruitful one.
Speakth at... 2:55 PM
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