Sunday, June 10, 2007
i haven't added any entry for a long time. guess i was too busy just doing things that i sorely missed while busy with church stuff or work or study. sorry to those who have visited my blog in anticipation for something new to read. well, hope this will be an answer to you, to let you know that i am still alive. =D
recently, i have been feeling possibly the suckiest feeling in the whole wide world. i am feeling dry, but strangely enough, i am not exactly thirsty. for those of you who think i am talking about the physical aspect. it is not. i am talking about my spiritual aspect. i think it is easy to quench the physical and mental thirst. but the spiritual one is the hardest of them all to quench. this is not the first time i felt it, but i do not want it to carry on. i feel outta touch with myself, outta touch with God. i feel it is the best to be dry yet thirsty. it sucks. it really does. sigh.. i wanna thirst. i wanna drink. but how do i drink when i dun thirst? the insides are drying up. a drought is on. what to do? what to think? what to feel?
but i have many things to be thankful for. on one note, my family, though they are no where near where Christ as i hoped for them to be, at least they are in a generally happy mood. today we had a good day just laughing at each other's stupidity. and might i mention something embarrassing that happened to my brother. his basketball shorts fell in the kitchen yesterday while he was taking soup, and it happened in front my my uncle's maid... it seriously was very embarrassing. luckily we are very close to her, otherwise i dunno what to think might happen. funny thing is my two little cousins tried their best to make his shorts drop again but to no success. so cheeky those two little gals. heh.
am also thankful that my sis, serene is discharged from the hospital after her appendicitis op on fri. thank God nothing bad happened to her. i do not know what it is, i do not know how bad it is, all i know is that it caused her an incredible amount of pain. i do hope she'll recover from it totally and get her life back. can't wait to meet up with her for our birthday meet up. the both of us owe each other hugs.
am also thankful that i have wonderful friends who although weren't able to spend my 23rd birthday with me, but sent me smses or calls to wish me. i am not big on the birthday thing, but it is great to have ppl rmb it.
am also thankful for the fact that there is someone who has recently entered my life. making it seem so wonderful and loud at the same time. i can't say how much of a blessing it has been, yet it juz seems so right. in time to come i hope to juz shout out to the whole world, and sing that song of joy.
next week, will be meeting leanna to have some botak burgers. they say the amk is pretty darn good, and if it is, i bet i'll have an orgasm coz the ones in clementi were great already. haha, can't wait for that day too coz we'll be going to a place i enjoyed when i went there the other time, essential brew. we shld have a swell day juz catching up since its been a long time since we gone out.
i decided i shall not blog too much. i shld nt overload on my first post in a long time. heh. laterz
Speakth at... 11:12 PM
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